To avoid the pains of rejection I'd assume a Lightworker would have to reach out very far and love a LOT of people. Then if one drop in the ocean disappears, it's not so much of an impact.
As for a Darkworker, I'd assume the opposite. They are the ocean but when they start sacrificing their values and motivations for others, they pour out their droplet (creative energies) to the other being and eventually the DW dries up (how fast depends on how deep their inner ocean/power has become and how quickly they can stopper it.)
As for love itself... I don't believe that feeling so strongly and certainly not as often as I 'should.' It doesn't wash over me or give me a great sense of concern for a being. I know when I should 'act' loving and say kind words, but I don't actually -feel- the happy feeling to do so.
"Oh, it is a hug, kind words are needed. Don't forget to pat them on the back as well."
Seems robotic, no?
Motivation, creativity, and inspiration however... they can throw me into a state of euphoria some days to where the casual observer would definitely reason that I've gone mad. I would definitely say if it were possible for me to truly feel love for anything, it would be for my own sense of inner exploration and creativity.
__________________ Oct 31st: Will be away for a time while working on some major life changes.
Last edited by Zwynd : 07-11-2008 at 02:58 AM.
Reason: Grammar fix, not that it helped much.
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