I'm going through a very similar dilemma myself. I'm feeling like I don't really know who I am. Like I've worn this mask for so long that I've become a stranger not only to others, but to myself as well. At first, I became really upset and distraught by this, but then I started thinking about it, and realized that this is actually a really good thing. Most people go their entire lives without ever know who they are. And Yet, here I am, searching, trying to figure out who this person is. You're in the middle of a transformation. You're going through an identity crisis if you will. This is the perfect time to decide who it is you want to be. You get to mold yourself in to anything you want. You get to free yourself of the past you, and become a brand new, improved version of yourself! For the first time in your life, really evaluate who you are. Take a piece of paper and write down 10 things about who you are. Not things like where you work, or what you do, but things that really define who you are