[Rosie]

Thanks for you replies everyone. Alex, your response was a big reality check for me. I'm going through this self hatred stage, where I can't stand looking at my self in the mirror. I think I'm worthless, and I feel like no one would ever like me. I'm really considering going to a mental hospital, however, I know that my parents will be really angry with me. They've always had the attitude that you should suck it up, and not talk about your problems. I'm afraid they will think of me as weak.