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Originally Posted by niche  I like this advice. Inside I guess I'm really angry. Or scared which makes me angry. I'm not sure. I blame being raped and abused on being a girl. I blame being scared on being a girl. Like if I wasn't this never would have happened. Or with the "almighty testosterone" I could just overcome everything within me. Shrug it off like who cares. Cause even though I show the world I don't care, I still do. And it sucks. And I just want to forget and erase everything bad from my mind. I want to erase my natural responses to attack. Because the smallest attack leads me to tense up and and prepare to strike back. And I want to get rid of the dreams.
Also someone said something about how guys talk differently around girls. I want guys to talk to me straight. I understand about guy talk. And I hate to tell you, but many girls talk the same when not around guys. We just talk a certain way around men because that's what society says we have to do. I want men to look at me like a human or a friend and not an object to get off with or to manipulate. |
That's horrible what happened to you. Men like that should be shot as far as I'm concerned. By the way... when I said guys talk differently, it's not because of disrespect with my friends. It's that they think more about what they say with women so they don't offend them. It's good that women make men think before they speak sometimes.
