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Originally Posted by Remiel  Heh well as someone who is either a lightwalker or neither I can tell you I don't care about what other people think of me. Even what I think of me is more a who I am now and not who my core is.
So what sorts of things are you doing differently? You said not caring about what others think of you (a good thing in my opinion) but what actions do you take that are different? |
If you don't have conciouss controll and understanding over the ego, you are not a lightworker. Your not a darkworker either. Because without understanding and controll of the ego, you are controlled by it.
To feel the best, a darkworker pretty much aim to build his ego and beliefs up to the point where he sees himself as inhuman - even godlike. The ego has many trappings wich is why he should understand the ego. When the ego is big enough, there is a danger of looking at everything as disposable like a number on a paper. That includes people, animals and the environment. At this point there is a danger of loosing his humanity. Therefor, he should know and understand that he controlls the ego so that the ego doesn't controll him and makes him do bad things. Because the ego doesn't care weather it's suffering or feeling good. It just needs an identity. A darkworker rises in conchioussness by accepting that the ego is part of him and steer it's growth to a positive direction of empowering it instead of letting it totally dominate him like it does with unpolarized people. A good start is echart tolles a new earth wich I am reading now. Its good. I'm reading it in one sitting. Worth each digit on the balance sheet. It's a lightworker mentality, but when you "get it" you see how it an e applied to darkworkers aswell by understanding the nature of the ego so you can gain controll over it.
This is my oppinion for the time being. We'll see how it changes as I change and read and grow.