Uuuuuugh, I'd like to precise something about what I wrote, because I just received an email showing me how this could be hugely misunderstood.
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Originally Posted by Rose of Cairo  I know it's just old pain. What he said reminds me of all these stupid teachers and profs adoring me like a geeeeenius and always telling me how brilliant I was and that I could achieve just anything... and not seeing how extremely bored I was, and how lost I was feeling, not knowing what to do with my life, and not seeing ME as a human being, and not seeing my pain and my struggle with my ****ed up family and all other kids hating me. I'm feeling so angry at him for finding me so great! |
I am NOT angry because they told me how brilliant I was and yet my results aren't that brilliant. Back then my results were absolutely brilliant and yet I already was feeling very angry at them.
I was and still am angry because the only thing they saw about me was how brilliant I was, and they did not see the huge pain I was going through, and how much I suffered from being bored, and they didn't help me although I really needed help.
Just for the record.