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Originally Posted by carenkh  I know that one purpose you have to is to be completely 100% you. |
Yes. Of course, that's the purpose we all have. But just being me won't bring me money to live. And, what is much more important, just being me won't give me a sense of fulfillment. I'd so love to do something that is really, genuinely, deeply interesting. Something that makes sense for me! Something
substantial to chew on. Something I believe in.
I need to have a purpose so that I know what to do. Without a purpose, everything's kinda equivalent for me. I find everything fascinating and interesting, and at the same time, I also find everything kinda boring. There need to be more for me in something in order to do it.
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To sit still would drive you nuts!
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Yes! In fact I believe that's exactly what's happening. I'm used to exercise daily and move a lot. Now with my knee injury, I can barely move and spend my days sitting around. I think it's driving me borderline crazy.
Plus it's not only a physical thing, it's also emotional. I need to feel that I'm
doing something. That something is changing, moving, happening. Just being still and waiting for some insight to fall into my lap is awful.
Thank you for the blog posts
Inspiring indeed. About the second one: I have no dream burning in my heart! That's the problem. If I had, I wouldn't let K bother me. Grrrr.
Love you.