"Now I have NO tolerance for it whatsoever. I refuse to go in to any situation that causes anxiety. " Your anxiety is caused by this type of thinking. Things that scare you will cause you anxiety but going through a fear will cause temporary anxiety but far greater peace and relaxation in the end.
You are scared and avoiding fears at all costs. Eventually you will become a shut in and probably develop agoraphobia (fear of going outside) if you don't start getting the courage to face your fears. You are already heading in that direction by trying to get an internet job.
I strongly suggest keeping the job and getting the guts to face the things that scare you. The temporary awkwardness that follows when you face a fear is far greater than the alternative.
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