Hey, Caren. A little note for when you go back and read the outlying posts. Just popping in to offer some encouragement. You are doing fantastically. Hitting a blank, needing a break, not wanting to go deeper...all perfect. You are incredibly strong and courageous!
I just wanted to put out there that for me, getting back inside the initiating incident around "I am nothing" was painful. I felt out of control. I felt like nothing. I was a helpless child again, scared and alone. BUT, I really feel that getting into that space was the beginning of the biggest turning point in my life. I don't know nor will I try to guess what is best for you, but I just wanted to encourage you that this work is worth it...AS ARE YOU!
I love you.
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