I'm sorry, but you need a whole new direction. A new outlook on life. You need to change. This goes way beyond being a recluse. Wanting revenge and your enemies to fear you and all this stuff are, in my opinion, very very bad goals. Not only for your enemies, but also for you. Hate is an emotion that will damage you. You really need to start seeing the bright sides of life, if you ever want to live a fulfilling life. Look for hope, love and ways to help other people, not harm them.
It's time for change! |