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Originally Posted by carenkh  I can feel "I am worthless" in that light. I lived that. It would have been better if I hadn't been born. I was a trial. |
Okay. We're going a little deeper here, so let me know if you want to take this underground at any point. I really acknowledge you for your courage, Caren; this is where it will really be called upon.
"It would have been better if I hadn't been born. I (am) a trial." Can you feel your six-year old self telling yourself that? Can you see something underneath that? Something that sounds like, "I am _____." My feeling is that it's a judgement that's a little more harsh than "I am worthless."
(that harshness may be kind of scary -- and take a look to see if the fear of that harshness is what is keeping you from remembering your initiating incident -- just look; you don't have to do anything.)
What is coming up?