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Originally Posted by carenkh  Unless - you believe to dig would be of the most value. I'm willing to go there if it would make a big difference. |
Carenkh, I think you are on to something big, and that if and when you're willing to look boldly at what actually happened in that incident, you have a huge insight available to you. I also believe you're telling me you're not ready right now. During the course of our conversation, it's possible that things will come up for you that might remind you, and things that might help you to edge towards your inner truth in way that you feel safe and supported.
So I invite you to just keep that incident in mind, and consider that a real, actual incident occurred in which someone said or did something, and your little 6 year old self decided "I am worthless," and possibly more layering to that. (Like mine, for instance, "I am worthless" also contains "I am second-rate" -- and "I am annoying!" for that matter
-- it's all like layers on an onion, and you might find that you'll see things like that in your belief about yourself as we talk further.)
Can you see "I am worthless" in this light, in a real, feeling, way? Are you able to see that, even though you haven't determined the incident, when you were around 6 years old, something happened one day and your little girl self sized yourself up as worthless? Are you able to feel the truth of that, or are you feeling resistance to that? Tell me what comes up for you when you answer this question. (feel free to free associate.)