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Old 07-01-2008, 09:25 PM   #9 (permalink)
carenkh
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Wow! Thanks, everyone! You mean you don't hate me, and won't kick me out of the cool kids' club?

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I see you as quite wealthy in all of the ways that matter so much more than money. I grew up kind of like you are describing and not a lot of people from that environment embrace consentual living and unschooling and etc. I think you have defied the worthlessness that has tried to permeate your life, even though it still feels like it's surrounding you.
Yes! I know that, too! I am wealthy in all the ways that matter. And I've gotten better at not having the worthlessness surrounding me... I moved into a beautiful, well-maintained home this past February, moving from a home that was dilapidated and nasty, with a landlord that just didn't care. I lived in that place for *four years*, because somewhere inside I didn't believe I deserved more - but something shifted! Because here I am.

But, as Angela said, it's that little niggling (giant!) belief of worthlessness that has affected so much in my life.

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Would you like to work through it with my coaching, either publically or privately?
Well, Angela - let's go for it. Right here. I believe this can be of value for others - particularly lurkers, who are afraid to post - and I have nothing to hide. Except everything! LOL

Pretend like I don't know anything. Start with the basics. (Because there's that inner child of myself that *doesn't know* what I know!)

I so appreciate everyone's support - and aspiring, I totally get your happiness! I'm glad you're here!
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