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Originally Posted by Wax Frog  Yeah, but I have a sick* part of me that wants to hold onto certain parts of the past, and that sick part always asks why, in a Universe where I can have/do/be anything, why can't I have her? And not just her mind you, but back as she was then? When I'm given an answer, whether foolish or wise beyond measure or somewhere in between, that part of me invariably rejects the "cold hard truth", taking it as a harsh "NO!", and goes crawling back into a dark hole to dream even darker thoughts of oblivion.
*my ego doesn't want to consider it sick, but I must trust the advice of those in a 'clearer' place. |
I don't know if it is "Sick" I wouldn't call it that. Its a bit obsessive, but we all have things in our pasts we've obsessed about.
Did you know at that time you could be/do/have anything you desired? well, if you didn't know you didn't know. Now you do know so what can you do NOW to have that something being with her symbolized for you?