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Originally Posted by torilink  you do know that the past isn't happening now and it has no effect - unless you allow it to??? |
Yeah, but I have a sick* part of me that wants to hold onto certain parts of the past, and that sick part always asks why, in a Universe where I can have/do/be anything, why can't I have her? And not just her mind you, but back as she was then? When I'm given an answer, whether foolish or wise beyond measure or somewhere in between, that part of me invariably rejects the "cold hard truth", taking it as a harsh "NO!", and goes crawling back into a dark hole to dream even darker thoughts of oblivion.
*my ego doesn't want to consider it sick, but I must trust the advice of those in a 'clearer' place.