You are lonely because you don't fit in where you are. Nothing wrong with you, you've just surrounded yourself with people who are different from you, not better not worse, just different, and going in another direction from where you want to go now.
Sounds like it may be a good idea for you to consider moving....to be nearer to your college and your friends...and to get away from the situation with your room mate and those who want to get high. The last poster was right. Put your happiness and peace up higher on your list of priorities.
If you stick around where you are, the conditions might eventually make getting high look like a better idea and then you'll have a whole new set of problems. |