 Is that my spirit guide?
Just today afternoon, i was taking an afternoon nap when i got into a lucid dream. Then, i remembered reading somewhere that dreams are a good way to ask to meet your spirit guides, so i asked for them to appear.
Suddenly, in front of me, a white brightness shone brightly and when it dimmed down, i found myself in a room and this man sitting in front of a table. Previously, i did a meditation to try to contact my spirit guides and the name Sandy popped into my mind, so i asked him if his name was Sandy. He shook his head and said it was Penny.
I didn't feel anything spectacular or familiar about this man. To me, he was just a person who appeared when i asked my spirit guide. I didn't feel anything special towards him and my attitude was kind of like "hmm, so you are my spirit guide?"
Anyway, i can only piece together fragments of the dream, and one of these fragments was when he pulled me over and told me he had something important to tell me. That i had to concentrate on my studies rather than football, and that i had a limited time for growth and i had to do it quickly.
I asked him whether i had other spirit guides and where they were but he didn't reply. Then he suddenly went away for a while, and there i was waiting for him. I felt my throat become really dry and thirsty and felt uncomfortable in the dream, so i told him i was going to leave, and after waiting for about 5 minutes, i exited out of the dream to get a drink of water.
After that, i lay on my bed thinking about that meeting. While it was true that he appeared when i asked to see my spirit guides, i didn't feel anything special, or familiar towards him. He felt as familiar as any random dream character, and the things he told me were neither clear, logical, profound or anything resembling a message that really related to my life except for maybe the fact that i was kind of slacking off my studies for the upcoming tests next week and the fact that i was playing football manager games.
At first, i interpreted his message as to tell me to pursue a football career later and focus on studies. But perhaps, it was just as simple as to first focus on studies before playing football in order to prepare for the tests next week.
As for the dream, besides it being longer, more stable and the fact that i could feel my throat being dry in the dream, it wasn't especially vivid and didn't stir up anything within me. My encounter with him was also kind of stale, after my initial excitement at meeting him, it sort of faded away when we talked. In fact, i was like "wtf, i have a noob spirit guide if that's my spirit guide" after the dream because i didn't feel he was really helpful or familiar.
Anyway, i'm thinking that possibly, that isn't really my spirit guide but simply just a dream character my mind concocted to masquerade as my spirit guide. But i'm not really sure and i hope someone with more experience like Erin can enlighten me!
Cheerssssssssssssssss
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