Honestly there weren't many situations to warn me about her going to cheat on me in the future. Like i said in my first post, our relationship was virtually flawless and we never got into a single argument until she cheated on me.
So before i start a relationship i should tell the girl i expect not to be cheated on? come on, you're thinking so liberally. you look at it so weird and confusingly . How come i can't stare straight at the situation and see that she is messed up? you look at the situation so differently, is it because i'm looking at the situation too literally and not thinking deeper like you?
The more you think that "She did this to me" or that "How could I have known" the more you give up control of your life.
that sentence makes a lot of sense to me. when i think like that my mind goes all over. how do i let go of the guilt?