Originally Posted by Chado2423
I am not seeing a therapist now, as I am broke.
they didn't help anyway, right?
Have you considered going to an AA meeting or AL-ANON? I don't think you have to be a alcoholic per say to go to those places.
I know someone that went to AL-ANON, even though his parents weren't all out drunks.
It would confront a lot of stuff for you to be in a group like that, but maybe be like free consoling. And also take you out of your story some when listening to others in the group go off about what they are there for.