Marijuana was a great help to me when I began exploring IM and other things of the like, and that was nice because I'm an expert when it comes to that drug. So, I got to the point where I felt like I needed to smoke to meditate, or to clear my mind to focus on something. Usually, I end up just sitting around watching tv eating junk food, getting very depressed, and then going and getting some beer and cigarettes. I realized I could be turning into an alcoholic-pothead (As opposed to just a pothead) a few days ago, when I got drunk in the middle of the day, passed out and my whole family (doggie included) couldn't wake me up for dinner. I had quit cigarettes the day before that happened, I quit drinking that next day, and I quit smoking pot today (one day strong!). My manifesting abilities have already soared. I found a book that I have been hoping to find for a while, and I also manifested something that I have been looking for for over a year (a program to help me add effects to a song I wrote a few years ago), and that's just today! It's hard though, it's early evening (load-up time for me), and I would love to call a friend and hang out but I can't. The willpower boost from quitting is what is enabling me to manifest more, and I have to respect that if I want to continue. I will probably partake of the alcohol and pot once again (socially), but I would like to completely take it away for a little while to see what happens.
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