Haha. I think I manifested someone. It was kind of crazy, we seemed to click really well. I'm extremely picky and I seem to have a big checklist, but this girl seemed to pass on all those things in my checklist. To make a long story short, I was extremely in love with her. I still am, in fact.
I really wanted to go out of my way, I wanted to change. I'm not very outgoing and I hardly act on these kind of things, but for her, I felt that I really wanted to change.
But later on I started thinking that a guy like me could never end up with such a girl, I might not be good enough for her.
And guess what? My wish has been granted. She now is with someone else.
No hard feelings though. It's just the way it is, and that's okay. Sometimes ego will jump in with his jealousy, which is kind of silly
In the end I found it to be an educational experience. I really need to work on my confidence
