still donīt know
Problem is that, only when I discard all spirituality as untrue, my mind is in peace
otherwise my mind is full of all those thought patterns which are interrelated by Law of association. I either shut off it all or nothing, can you understand?
Happened this to someone here? I have fear that this can consume me.
Isnīt that so that Iīm not so strong personality to hold this all? Cause a few people ended at psychiatry because of all these questioning and philosophizing. Like famous artists and writers made suicide. I also noted that saints were generally uneducated like Jesus and so on...(problems with accepting human beliefs)
People starts questioning their beliefs their true indetity, but I have fear that this can lead to insanity.
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