Hi Bronxr, what you are describing sounds like a process called
chemicalization.
It basically means that you are intellectually ingesting a lot of spiritual information and it will take some time and energy to internalize it and process it. Take a few steps back, stop reading for a while, and start writing. Instead of ingesting more information, start putting it on paper so that you can see it. Do this until you come to some understanding for yourself.
You can come up with a belief system that works for you. When you feel like you have digested the information whirling around in your head, you can begin to ingest some more.
In the future, you might want to take in information, and digest it completely before you take in the next bit of info.