[jjm5119]

loving the advice igmistro. I haven't talked to her for close to two weeks now and there is still a good amount of hurt. i never really thought about the way she was treating me, i was just too infatuated to look at how disrespected i was. she truly treated me like garbage. I'm guessing only time away from her will help me truly forget her.

also igmistro, i don't look at girls like that at all. I've have numerous chances to have sex with girls before college and was trying to save myself for someone special. this girl was the special girl and i did feel we had amazing sex because my emotions were so involved with it. I loved to please her more than myself. Anyways, i don't feel i could just have sex with a girl and not talk to them ever again because i'm not like that, (unless she was an absolute 10). I'm a relationship type of guy and i believe i was just trying to force our relationship even though there was no chance of trust and a healthy status.

That tapping worked actually. i'm feeling some relief right now and i just did it. I wonder if it is mental though. i try to bring up thoughts that pissed me off in the past and now they are really having little affect. very weird, thanks!