[bronxr]

Hi, I would like to get some advices to my current problems which I have.
I have problems with learning an memoryzing things. And I know that cause is in the spiritual teachings and various phylosophies.
I think that I am maybe too openminded to all possible teaching and suggestions a I think a lot about these all "theoryes" all the day.
And here lies the problem, my mind is a kind of catalyzed by all this, for example the phylosophy that all that I learn "are just concepts and so on.."and

that things which I name are concepts, by all those Ascended masters (iamuniversity.ch) that I am Ethernal Self and not this body and because of these

my mind is filled with these thought patterns which are just going and going and for that there is not much place for stuff I learn at school. Also my grandma

alarmed me that she known people who were interested in mysticism and these things and they had problems to graduate and to study at university and

live kind of normal life. Couse they were somehow driven insane. So I seriously think about exiting all this stuff or really limit it. Not because I thing that

these things aren´t true but becouse I cannot live with these ideas without consuming me and nearly whole my thinking.
I really don´t know.
Any suggestions ? ? ?

P.S.:sorry for my English it is not my native language and I´m just 18.