Hi Tonality,
There is a big difference between Telepathy and 'Thought broadcasting' and 'delusional thoughts', with the latter being symptoms of thought disorders and schizophrenia.
From what you wrote, it seems to me that you are suffering from some possible paranoid thoughts. I urge that you seek some professional help to sort out this issue. Your experience does not seem related to spiritual power or ability but rather some internal thought processes (e.g imagination, break down of thought processes, presecution thoughts).
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