Rockchick26, I know exactly what you are going through! We believe there is something that is working out, something very real, but in the end it's been nothing but disappointment. I've been doing some research and I found that if we concentrate on visualizing and feeling the emotions of the qualities of the person we desire but NOT concentrate on the name, the universe
may send that person our way. That's
if it's in line with what is right for us. I'm not sure if I want to emotionally detach myself from this person or continue. You've done this for 2 years. Ouch!
Thank you
Erin for the link.