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Originally Posted by tonality  I am glad to have found this forum, it may be the one place where these thoughts are considered with some respect.
I have felt for a few years now like my internal monologue, which has been my primary method of reasoning (and I would have considered myself very rational, maybe too much so), I feel like my internal monologue is broadcast for anyone to hear. The most obvious times are with birds--my neighbors have some and it is 100% clear from their responses that they do hear my thoughts, and it's obvious to me that people are also recieving this. I recently moved to a city where it seems like everyone picks up on this and chastises me for it. Not only this, but in addition to the normal covert hypnosis techniques people use here, my loud internal monologue gives people a control over me.
I have only become aware of other people's telepathic communication on two occasions as far as I know. The first time was strange even by paranormal standards--my neighbors birds broadcast a clumsy "**** you" (the F sounds much different to bird ears) as I was drifting into sleep. The second time was last night. I have basically confirmed that others hear this voice of mine, and made the effort to quiet it, and heard a loud and irritated 'what the **** is that' from my next door neighbor, referencing my previous inability to silence it. Both of these events shocked me back into my full waking conciousness, complete with my persistent inner voice. Could I be using it as a defense mechanism against hearing others? I do often imagine what I would say to people, not only in general but also in the situation right in front of me--could this be because I instinctually know they hear it, and although I wouldn't dare say these things out loud I want to communicate it? I don't want to communicate these things though, and I feel that others' hearing me plan my speech before I say it is an invasion of privacy!
This is all new and a little scary and still somewhat doubtful to me. Does everyone hear my voice, or only some? Are people communicating to me without my knowledge, thereby making their thoughts seem as my own? I was doing math homework last night and repeating the letter P in the formula, and one Q, except when I looked over what I had written and what the problem stated, there were no Qs only Ps, and I believe the Q was planted by my roommate who was irritated at my constant chatter. Obviously, this is just the tip of the iceberg of possibilities that this open channel of communication can bring. How can I control it and use it to serve myself? Am I really just schizo?
Any advice or wisdom would mean a lot. Thanks. |
Its is absolutely for real, trust me man when I say that "everyone hears everyone elses thoughts to a greater or lesser degree all of the time" I know also for a fact that when I bring this subject up nine times"or more" out of ten I get almost violent verbal reactions from people simply because they will not for one moment contemplate that this is true, full stop. It is such an affront to their ego that they will stop people from even contemplating it at much cost. When I first started to get into psychic phenomena I meditated a lot and my mind became so quiet that when I went into quiet places like , strangely enough shopping centres where people are thinking about their daily purchases I could almost make out their internal verbalisations. It comes accross at first like a low murmur that is hard to make out but you know that it is definitely there. Later I could hear snippets of their self talk and especially when they were angry it would come across loud and clear. Emotions play a big part in broadcasting our self talk. I have never been able to outright read another persons thoughts and have never really tried but I don't need to as later I found that I could ask people questions in my head and get answers directly back without their knowledge and these answers bi passed the persons normal concious filters, giving me an unusual insight into the way people truly think. I can understand how people would normally react to this, since to me ten years ago I would have considered it complete BS, but on many occasions I have come up to people and told them things about themselves that they thought nobody else knew. I guess the main thing I would like to get across to you is that would you have brought this subject up if you didn't think it was possible? No, you already know inside yourself that it is true or you would not have even contemplated its veracity, but just one word of warning don't be too free telling others about this ability because I have possesed it for years and have given up on finding one person who is spiritually mature enough to handle it. Also the more we quiet the mind and listen to others then yes the louder we become ourselves and broadcast our internal dialog
at a more precise and amplified level. I am always very careful in regards to this since if I lose control of my internal thoughts I can actually stand in front of people while internally verbalizing and see their faces change before my eyes, they can hear me but don't register it conciously but internally they know it. Try it yourself while keeping your face and mannerisms
absolutely still and you will surprise youself, its absolutely mind blowing when you realize the implications of this knowledge upon the human race, truly we are all blind. Peace brother