hey
so i've been doing a lot of spiritual work lately. yoga every morning, good diet, detox herbs -- and its making me feel lighter and happier again... i'm not completely where i was when i was little but i'm hoping to get back to that again.
its really hard because, i have no choice but to live at home. it doesn't matter if i spend a lot of time out of home because even in the brief time at home my dad can flip off the handle because he has so much negative energy in himself about money and not having enough and just hates his life.
he'll flip out, telling me i'm getting crazy because i'm changing my diet and going to a naturopathic doctor etc. (because it costs money he thinks its only to suck my pocket)
i was feeling so light.. now i'm feeling more heavy again after not being able to get away (i left the house but i could still hear him inside and everything he's saying)
i really need help on how i can block him out
its ruining my life.. and everyone in my house hates it... but there's no changing his attitude. how can we protect our positive energy from being spoiled? I tried surrounding myself with a shield of white light but it doesn't stop me from hearing him.