[The Cloud]

You're breakdowns are because you are fighting everything you want. You're fighting your grades to get them to be high, you're fighting your weight to get it to be low. Because you are fighting, in your mind you have created two opposing ideas; good grades and bad grades, fat and thin.

Because you have created these opposites in your mind, both are part of you. Thus, when you are more "Good Grade Thin LMVector," you are fighting against bad grades and fat. However, "Good Grade Thin LMVector" cannot exist without "Bad Grade Fat LMVector." So sometimes you are more "Bad Grade Fat LMVector," who loves sugar and TV as opposed to vegetables and books.

So why do you have to get out of this alright? You don't. That is just the perspective you created when you made "Good Grade Thin LMVector." Instead of trying to get out of it alright, remember than in and out are the same place, and it is only your perspective that differentiates "Good Grade Thin LMVector" from "Bad Grade Fat LMVector." If you stop creating enemies, then all the world will be your friend.