Originally Posted by Steve Pavlina
For example, the articles I've written on polarity are based on channeling sessions I did around 2002, long before I started working in the PD field. It took me years to really make sense of those concepts and to decide how I wanted to polarize (I kept going back and forth), but I eventually saw that it made sense.
I'm going mad trying to figure out which way to go. It's sick.
I thought I was polarizing to the light successfully and I'd been "connected" for about two days straight and was feeling strong love, but then I tried to do astral projection and I'm not sure what I did but I went into a weird state where it seemed I was surrounded by demonic faces, who I imagined to be trying to resist my polarisation to the light. It freaked me out a bit, and I tried to resist but since then the love has dissipated. In fact I felt completely drained and then the idea of being demonic seemed attractive again and I'm back in limbo! I dinnae know what to do chuck!