[njn]

Ninja -- You might want to check out a book by Eric Pearl, "The Reconnection." He's a chiropracter by trade, then unnexpectedly started healing with his hands. In his book, he recounts how, like you, he would take on the medical issue of the patient he helped get better (healed some guy's eye, then his own eye swelled to three times its size and oozed puss for several days), and how he overcame it. He (and a couple of people he has trained) also holds seminars on how to harness and direct this healing "energy." I'm going to try and attend one this next October.