So I'm in the midst of one of those situations where I'm waiting to hear back on a job that I REALLY want, and I'm trying not to make the same mistake as many times before when I get all tensed up and attached to a certain outcome. So, I was trying to release resistance and attachment and I remembered gratitude. I became overwhelmingly thankful for how far I had come, even thankful for gaining the job (in the "see the future in the present" kind of way), and found myself blissful and energetic.
I was driving my car this whole time. I was just in a peaceful present state where all of a sudden I realized I was hearing music in my right ear, and the music was the inward harmony music. Now, I hadn't heard that clip for a few to several weeks, so it wasn't in my recent experience at all. And once I tuned in to it, I could REALLY hear it.
Now, it seems easier when there's a certain ambient noise. In my case, my car, and in Marcey's case, the wind. Take that as you will, but it brought me immense joy and even more gratitude until tears filled my eyes. Hearing it when it's silent is possible, but it seems, harder.
It was weird...very strange. I'm broke, so I'm still looking for a longer free version. Keeps me busy.
