Hello,
I am so sorry about your daughter and you do not sound crazy, you sound like someone who is grieving.
Your daughter didn't die because of your negative emotions. There are no accidents. Every soul is in control of their own destiny and they choose their plan for incarnating before they get here – for some souls that includes when they will leave the Earth plane.
Your daughter's plan for incarnating will have included some life lessons to learn and some karma to resolve. It sounds like your daughter may have incarnated with a plan to learn or resolve or teach something in particular and then when it was done, she moved onto the next part of her soul's journey.
If we look at illness and death from a 3D perspective, it looks like a dreadful thing to happen, especially when it happens to someone we love.
But if you look at death from the perspective of the soul, you know that it's a natural part of a soul's path and that the soul is in control of the timing.
I hope that you find the right medium to help you.
Love and Blessings
Anna
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