 PUA activity and losing focus
I am not a native english speaker so I am sorry if my english is bad.
The past year my focus was to seduce women and lose weight. I eventually managed both of these areas of my life, thanks to what I learned from pick up artists as Neil Strauss, Mystery and so on. Now I have got a girlfriend and a somewhat stable relationship, and I am happy with my physical condition.
The problem is that succeeding with women seems to have turned studying into a boring prosess. Before my "PUA time" I was much more interested and motivated studying business administration -- now I feel that I've turned into some kind of woman seducing party animal, basically.
I think I've totally altered my personality, belief system etc. Don't feel that I know myself anymore. At least the old guy is gone.
So I ask for some suggestions: Where do I go from here? Where do I find the old motivation again? Why is it gone?
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