[Chado2423]

I looked up tics on wikipedia (this is just one of my many battles) and all I found was that they don't know much about tics that develop in adulthood... Could I possibly manifest a doctor who knows something about what I am going through. Manifest a specialist, like a neurologist... AS WELL AS THE MONEY TO PAY FOR IT?

The depression seems better on some days than others. Sometimes I can control my crying, sometimes not. Sometimes I feel pretty well, sometimes I feel lousy. So don't think that I'm always depressed. It comes in bouts, rivers, oceans, and streams, and hurricanes! (The wind knows not wither it cometh or goeth.) And blah blah...