My ego is OUT OF CONTROL this week.
It's bad. I KNOW it's bad, but I am not stopping it.
WHY do we do this sometimes???
I feel the need to justify myself and correct people. And I feel the need to instill my beliefs on others. I feel the need to make it out like I am somehow "being put out" by certain things. I feel the need to express my crabbiness. UGH!!!
Now that I know what it is, and why I do this, maybe that makes it even that much worse??
I have not felt like this in two months... now I just feel... GRRRRrrrRRRR!
Stupid ego.
Okay... that was wrong. UGH.. it's not "wrong"... I can accept this, right? Accept and move on??
The ego.. darn the ego!!!!
I get that we don't have to be "happy-happy-joy-joy" all the time. So, I have to accept that right now I am irritated. I am highly irritated. Okay... I accept it, now what?