I don't know. I almost thought It was to be a musician, etc. But I recently played and sung live for the first time and I didn't feel a thing. Not happiness, not sadness, now I'm confused.
Should I continue to sing only in my room? The thing is that I get pleasure in writing, playing and singing music but not in people listening to it. I like, I can, I want and I should be a musician... but I get no feeling when being listened for others... :-/ only when I do it for myself only. I don't understand it.