One thing people seem to forget when dealing with IM is that you are not your mind and you are not your desires. There is an awareness behind thinking and wanting. This is the awareness that comprehends the infinite and expresses itself through the physical and egoic manifestation you call "I." If the egoic "I" is in the IM driver seat, it is looking after the priority of wants and needs of that physical identity--that constrained, finite mind.
So if "TheFlyingMan" wants something, and "InfiniteFlyingMan" sees from its place of infinite wisdom that it's not going to bring you joy and expansion, then "InfiniteFlyingMan" is going to try to get a message across to "TheFlyingMan." One the other hand, when "InfiniteFlyingMan" thinks it's a fine idea, it will point that out to you in all the symbols you see -- in "synchronicities" or "alpha reflections," and in other ways. Try thinking of IM as a dialog with your higher awareness. When you establish agreement, conflict and incongruency will fall away. When there is disagreement, you will know. It really comes down to "listen and follow."
So listen. Stop analyzing and listen; you know the right course. Whether your ego is ready to accept that is a different question.
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