looks are temporary anyway friend... Hey...nothing wrong with good looks, it can open doors at times. It can also keep other doors shut, because people will prejudge you due to good looks. I believe the bottom line is always developing your own inner depth. What do you care about? Even just a little bit. Find something small and grow it the best you can. Get support!!! Here and somewhere in person, if you can. When I was young (not sure how old you are), I took myself to the local Mental Health clinic in my town, and they had a sliding scale for people my age. Help should be available somehow to everyone.
Support is mandatory...I know, I've spent lot's of time in isolation too. Also, finding some way to help somebody else is miraculous for shifting your perspective instantly. Even something small...just smiling at every senior citizen you see tomorrow... It's about giving some small form of love to someone else...and you will feel it coming back instantly. It bounces right back to you...if you pay attention, you'll feel it.
If it fits for your belief system...pray for a new vision for and of yourself and your life. It will work wonders if you open your heart to new possibilities.
Blessings to you...
Pam |