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Originally Posted by moonrambler  I've thought of this too, but I can't get any answers when I look at the amount -- either yearly, monthly, or per hour. It is a literal blockage, though. It's like when I tell about having my most profitable month last fall followed by my least profitable month in years, when I take the two-month total and divide it in half, voila', it's the standard monthly profit I always get. It's like I could not stand having that big leap in profits so the next month I had to decimate it. And I did not do anything differently that second month. And still, sales plummeted.
I can't even begin to describe how frustrating this is. |
Ok. I came un-stuck.
It was the moment I realized the final fundamental way I was operating my business out of a fear of lack, and dealt with it, that things really took off. There were a lot of things to learn about myself psychologically and to handle before this, but once I did, I began seeing marvelous results.
Now, though, the weirdness similar to last fall is starting up again, where just when I make brilliant strides forward, it starts to collapse upon itself, for no logical reason whatsoever. I did not want this to be a self-fulfilling prophecy, yet I keep hearing myself think, "I
knew this was going to happen."
It isn't like I feared it was going to, or that I was attracting it because I was thinking about it. It was like I
knew it was going to happen . . . because that's what I do. Because I watched it happen last fall, and now I am absolutely determined to not have it happen that way again.
I want to head this off at the pass this time. I'm sitting on the crested butte with a rifle waiting for this evil conspirator to come riding up and once again create all the havoc I experienced the last time I had a record profit. This time I'm going to make it stop.
I need some tools.