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Originally Posted by The_One_Free_Man  I'm sick of everything...I don't want to deal with life anymore. I can't stand it..and I feel like I'm going to explode.
I feel as if I want to be somebody else. I see other people, and I say to myself "I want to be that." I want to be that confident, good looking person walking down the street. I hate the way I look, I hate the way I act, and I feel like I'm stuck...there's no way out. I despise the way I look.
I guess that I just want to be that other person that exudes confidence. I want to feel love, but I feel like there is none in my life. My fear is that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life...and that scares the daylights out of me. |
Look man, you need to get things in to perspective.
Being good looking isn't all that great you know. Some people would say it's a curse more than anything. Just something extra for your ego to get attached to. Also, it makes it harder to talk to people if they are constantly thinking about your good looks.
It sounds to me like the main cause of your dissatisfaction with life is your loneliness. Maybe you should consider seeing a therapist or something, someone who you can talk to face to face. This might help you put things in to perspective. Most people feel like you at some time in their life, you just need to battle through it.