[The_One_Free_Man]

I'm sick of everything...I don't want to deal with life anymore. I can't stand it..and I feel like I'm going to explode.

I feel as if I want to be somebody else. I see other people, and I say to myself "I want to be that." I want to be that confident, good looking person walking down the street. I hate the way I look, I hate the way I act, and I feel like I'm stuck...there's no way out. I despise the way I look.

I guess that I just want to be that other person that exudes confidence. I want to feel love, but I feel like there is none in my life. My fear is that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life...and that scares the daylights out of me.