 Feeling bad during IM?
Hey guys, I got a very strange question about IM.
When I'm using IM on money, I have received alpha reflections and so on. So I'm confident it works. But I'm using it on my recently broken up ex-girlfriend.
Long story short, I had a lot of baggage from my past, and started a lot of fights and said a lot of very nasty things during the fights and just after the breakup. In the 2 months or so that has passed since, I've calmed down and become objective. My feelings went from being crappy to being peaceful and happy. Thinking about her objectively, she really is very nice to me (true she did do her fair share of rubbish when we were together, but she was one of the nicest girls I've ever met.)
On the physical level I've sent out my very sincere apologies. She's read them (her friend told me) but no reply. I've been projecting a lot of love and intending her to come back, following the secret, I'm also saying that I will give her unconditional love when she does (didn't tell her this though, I have not contacted her for a while).
Now..I've been feeling good and getting alpha reflections with all my other intentions like money and so on. But recently with this girl I can't feel good. I feel like crap when I sit down to do my IM, and I have some very strange dreams about her - that she's got a new boyfriend, etc. Is this a part of IM, or just my subconscious telling me something?
I also realise that feeling bad about her and so on just sends out bad signals, but I can't stop - I change my train of thought only to find it automatically going back to her after a while.
Any ideas? Does having bad feelings whenever u intend her and good feelings when you intend money, mean that the universe is telling you something?
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