[RallyMcnally]

I started writing this as a way to create wings into my reality. I figured if I wrote a story about how I had wings and could fly I would be creating that non-stop thought, belief and energy into my reality. I thought I would at least have dreams of flying, see a bird on TV, or see a feather on the ground, something to go a long with the way I was thinking, but I haven't seen anything yet in 3 days!

There seems to be a deeper part of me that knows I don't have wings, and basically states that I'm wasting my time trying to create things into my reality, when it's all pre-destined as many say. My question is how do people bypass that deeper part of them that rejects the thoughts/beliefs they want to create in their life? Thanks.