Get out, Kafaria. Get out. I know how you feel : 100 times worse than I do because I am a German in South Africa and not in one of our northern neighbour countries, but even here the African syndrome is creeping in and you cannot win at this stage. I am leaving for Europe after almost 23 years here in 2 weeks time, manifesting my destiny which I know is no longer here.
Maybe you know that yours is in your country - even then : get out. You can do something in exile, maybe come back. But your first responsibility is for yourself, then your family - and only then your fellow countrymen.
Unless you know your purpose in life to be a martyr, get out. You cannot make a difference in this world when you are dead, whether you fear death or not.
Get out - the meaning of life is joy, not fear. We are not here to sort out the world, we are here to sort out ourselves. Get out!
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