I say this constantly but you should read some books on Kabbalah. It's not culty or religious, but you have to believe in higher power or it just doesn't make sense.
In Kabbalah, desire is our purpose in life. The "creator" gives. We receive. What we eventually learn over time is to minimize our desire to receive for the self alone and increase our desire to receive for the good of all. But it's a path to walk, not a cliff one has to jump off of.
Desire itself is not a bad thing.
Jennifer
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