[amixa]

just saying hello!
and starting off with my first question.
i'm really hesitant to play with anything paranormal because of things i have read and experienced in the past.

one thing that happened to me that i would like to know what it is, is that when i was about 15 (i'm guessing this was during my time of heightened awareness) i was walking down my stairs at around.. 11am.. my house was quite bright as it was sunny outside and my head was cleared of any thought.
all of a sudden this translucent hand popped infront of my face from out of the wall. it had no colour, just the outline with long nails. i blinked thinking it was just in my head and usually stuff goes away but it didn't and it wasn't completely still, it was moving slightly, as if it were alive.
anyway after i blinked and it was still there i threw myself against the opposite wall and it was gone.
i didn't tell anyone as i was afraid of my active imagination taking over if i focused on it so i kept quiet. about 6-8 months later my dad brought home a sketchbook for me and my sister wanted to draw on the first page. she came back, with a portrait of me and a cartoon bubble with the same hand and long nails in it!! i freaked out and told her the story so she erased the picture and replaced it with 'happy things'.
as you can see i never forgot it and as much as i'd like to work on my spiritual quest i'm weary because of this incident, and other things i come across when i try and do any research.
alright. i'll publish this before my computer freezes again..