So I posted my songs online, and got a good response. (big deal to me as I've never shared a song with anyone other than a couple close friends).
The funny thing is they said in my intro I was being way too hard on myself.
I've heard this my whole life. I think I'm just talking about something, having a normal conversation, and I hear "don't be so hard on yourself".
Like in my mini-vacation. I NEVER take vacations. I have a lot of vacation time, so I take three day weekends, but this is the first time I took a four day weekend and even now I'm justifying that it's ok. All my work is taken care of, I'm ahead of deadline, and... blah.
Cognitive dissonance. When your old identity clashes with a new identity.
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