Hey thanks again for your responsees everyone. I'm feeling significantly better now. This is the upswing of my cycle, but I can honestly say that from this position I have a serious love for my life and an honest belief that I am improving even if it is very gradual. My one wish is that I could avoid those moments where I feel devoid of hope, but maybe that's just part of the ride; I don't even know if I would want to be happy all the time.
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